Confusion at its peak. I feel like I’m pulled at, from different sides. There is that nagging feeling, that I have made a wrong decision (—-but what does it matter? I keep making them one after the other—) and one that says I need this anyway.
And there are reminders that I can no longer afford to live like this, I am no longer a student, but someone who should already be working, not relying on parents.
Ah.. What should I do, really?
I can’t go on like this. 🙁
I am a mess D: (not just literallyㅠ_ㅠ)
Truthfully, everyday there’s that fear of tomorrow that I can’t get out of my heart and my mind.
I can only pray for things to be okay.